Dear People

Dear people,

Why you have to be nice with someone after a fight but you know youre going to hurt him/her again? Yknow, thats hurt. Its like giving a false hope. Shitz. Okay.. Hm, after a fight, you treat him/her nicely but then after a few days, you starting to ignore him/her again. WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO MEAN? I mean, if s/he did something wrong, why dont you just straight to his/her face? But if s/he did not do anything wrong, why you have to ignore him/her? Then when you need something like want someone to accompany you to go somewhere, youll ask him/her to accompany you. Are you using them? Why you have to play with his/her feelings? Remember bro, even a car will damaged when you do something bad to them. It means whenever you do something not-so-nice to something, it will affect to them. So how about people feelings? Please lah, change yr bad attitude.

This is not all about you. This is my self note too. Im so stressing out now yknow. Bcs of yr bad behaviour lately. I mentioned you, i texted you. And i got no reply. What the hell?!! Last week, we were spending time together right? So whats yr problem now? Hm. Whats the problem between us huh? -___- Im giving up sometimes but I love our friendship. Hm. Haih but its okay then.. If you dont, its okay :') Dont efff with my feelings. Just go on w your life. Leave me. Im used to it. Dont stay with me if youre just sympathy with me. I dont need your sympathy. Im not that pathetic -.- Ok? Note that! I got no problem with saying goodbye... Ok.... Im lying... Hahaha bye.

Tom, thanks to you. Yknow what? Dlu kalau aku bangun pkul 7, mesti aku takkan pergi sch eventho sempat lagi. Hahah kau tahu tak Tom, minggu ni dah dua kali aku bangun pkul 7 -___- Tapi kau tahu tak, aku pegi gak sch :') Its all bcs of you. Eventho kita tk bercakap, tpi tgok kau pun dah rasa bahagia gila! Hehehe adakah ini cinta? Menyakai. Hahaha. Jelingan kau sometimes buat aku takda mood tpi dah mata kau mmg sepet tahap gaban en, haha jelingan kau comel senanye. Aw, skrg satu entry kalau takde pasal kau mesti tak sah do. Tadi aku bgun pkul 710 kau tahu -.- Memg liat tpi pikir kau, straight turun katil. Kau mandrem aku ke siaa -__- Dah parah habis dah ni.

Aku tktahu bila aku boleh segentle hana dgn farah, haih :( Perasaan malu tu kuat gila dlm diri ku ini hahaha. Aku suka kau :'/ Suka gila. Aku... Argh. I really like you doh. Idk why. Dont ask the reason why. I just do. Hm. Aku tak suka kau balik sorg. Kau balik sorg kau jalan laju, aku tk smpt nk usha. Balik dgn kawan sepet kau tu gak kay? Tengok dri jauh dah cukup :') Luah dkt blog pun dah ckup... But still, im dying want to talk to you. Hm ok ah. 1 am already. Should sleep now. Tak pasal babas lagi kan esok ;p Tapi thanks ah, kau penuhkan kedatangan aku lately ni :') Hahahaha! Niat g sch jumpa crush, tak patut betul. Tapi aku still belajar kay kt sch?! :) And tahniah Tom, aku nmpk kau dah mula belajar skrg. Haha, bye night xx

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